It’s time for me to leave. I’ve deleted my Facebook, said goodbye on Twitter and now its time for me to vanish on Tumblr too. It was nice while it lasted, having people to talk to was all well and good but its time for me to go. The only way you’ll find me now is through emails, maybe one day I will publish my book and maybe I will be back. Or maybe I will just be the average Joe schmoe and I will just be a mom that never really accomplished much in her life. But enough whining, see ya guys :)

My mum left me in charge of laundry and plant duty while her and my dad are on vacation for the weekend. I think I’ve killed one of the plants, cause it looks like it’s starting to rot. Oops. Hrm. So I can raise cats and kids, but not plants.

Isn’t it usually the other way round? :/

An hour? I don’t watch a lot. I spend more time on my computer or listening to the radio.

Ask me anything

Wow, that’s quite a question :) In an ideal world, there would be a pot of gold…but we all know that money doesn’t buy you happiness. At the end of my rainbow, I would imagine that at the end of mine there would be happiness and friends that didn’t judge me. Money would help, and I could finally buy myself a house and get custody of my daughter. Yeah, that’s at the end of my rainbow. Me and my daughter, living in our own place in South Carolina in the sunshine :)

Ask me anything

Well, it’s almost half way through the week again and I’m glad. This weekend, I will be spending entirely by myself and I will probably not sleep at all just so I can do things like play video games till 5am or watch late night tv with a billion bags of crisps. OMG, I so did not mean that. I’m trying to lose weight…not put it on. Okay, okay…so the bags of crisps will be Squares and Quavers…but still :P 

Working an eight hour shift tomorrow so thank goodness I’m not at home and I can be somewhere that makes me happy. Yeah, I really do enjoy and like my job a whole lot. It’s nice to say that. I’ve always wanted to work in retail and I finally got the chance, so I have no intention of screwing it up. Still waiting for something to come along and pull the rug from under my feet though. Everything is going great at the moment, there’s got to be SOMETHING that has to go wrong…somewhere. It always does. Good things don’t last, especially for me. I’m the ‘Bad Luck Fairy’, the happiness doesn’t tend to stick around for long. Either I’m going to lose my job, or my parents will throw me out onto the streets, or immigration will hold me at the airport in Chicago come October and those months of saving will all be for nothing. 

I know, negative thinking. But frankly, when you’ve lived my life and you’ve had nothing but disappointment, dispair, doom and general gloom following you around for your whole life…then you’ll know what it’s like to be me. 

Or maybe it’s just me. Maybe I need to stop expecting the worst from everything and my life might actually start to brighten. My luck HAS to make a turn for the better soon, I’m tired of it all. I’ve had almost 12 years of nothing but bad luck…it needs to start going right and friggin soon :(

Bought Civilization 3 yesterday and I can’t seem to leave it alone. Damn, that game is addictive :P

Invisible? Hrm, tough question. I would be in Wisconsin checking on my daughter to make sure she’s okay. And I would also go down to South Carolina to make sure that my fiance was doing okay :)

Ask me anything

punkrockmermaid asked: Lovely send Brad a message yourself! :) He would love to hear from you!xxx

Honestly, I’m not sure how to, I’ll guess I will take a look around his page :)